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[While the details aren't ignored, there isn't a response to that. He hasn't visited his family's graves. Hasn't had the strength to stand over their resting places and let them see the man he's become now. So the idea of Sam actually wanting to take him to visit his parents (and aunt's) graves- It's more than he knows what to do with.

Which is why his response takes even longer this time. Why, if it wasn't for the understanding the two of them developed over the past few months, he'd be prepared to ghost Sam all over again. Sam has given him so much, and yet here Bucky is, trying to wipe himself out of their shared history.]

I don't understand. You shouldn't want me there.

[unclesam]

[ Sam doesn't know Bucky's thought process exactly, but he can hazard a few guesses given the man's general perspective on himself. So he waits patiently for Bucky to process. ]

what, you think I trust you with my sister and my nephews but draw the line at gravesites? please. that's my family, buck, and you're part of it now.

[ The shield ain't the closest thing Bucky's got left to a family anymore. ]

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[I tried to kill you. Multiple times.

You shouldn't trust me.

They're your family. Not me.

The messages are typed and deleted, before he settles on-]

I turned up in Delacroix. That wasn't exactly an invitation.

[And he's about 99% sure he only got invited to stay on the sofa because he guilt tripped Sam in to it.]

[unclesam]

buck
barnacle
jamie
showing up was all you ever needed to do.
you're always welcome.

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No.

You've earned the first one. The other two ain't happening.

[unclesam]

buckybear
buckaroo
buckadoodle
buckles
jambalaya butterfish barnacle
jamison
grumpy cat
sergeant sourdough

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[unclesam]

I named the small drone buckabee

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[unclesam]

c'mon snow white
we both know I got you beat on stubborn persistance.

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[He can do this all day.]

[unclesam]

yo vanilla ice, this is gonna become real impractical if a sudden emergency strikes

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[Well, he does raise a good point. Hmm...]

[unclesam]

aw, look at that. I knew you cared, sugar plum.

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[...]

[unclesam]

I bet tasha would help me doodle 'I 💖 redwing' in parmanent marker on your face while you sleep, buccaneer

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[He'd like to see them try.

Oh, wait-]

[unclesam]

you know what, you're right, the buck related nicknames are getting old
let's pivot, jimmy

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[Wait for it...]

[unclesam]

are you trying to trick me into thinking you're blocking me here, jamster hamster? really?

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[Sorry, Sam. But until his real name is used-]

[unclesam]

y'know buddy, you're gonna have to use your big boy words eventually if you want something
think I can't do another 6 months repeat performance?

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[Hey. Guess what...]



[Gonna need to break out the name, Sammy]

[unclesam]

[ over the next hour or two, every 10 minutes on the dot, Bucky receives pictures of Redwing as taking somewhere on the station, posed as if the drone is doing human activities. sunbathing, cooking, training... the last few pictures are all of Redwing hovering over Bucky's bed, a little lower with each subsequent picture. ]

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[That one gets a response. Though probably not for the reason Sam is hoping for. Having an image projected into his head though-

His earpiece is ripped out, and he has to take a few moments to get his breathing under control. Some time to remember that he's on Ximilia. That Sam had only sent that image to tease him. Nothing more.

This is fine.

(No it's not).

The messages are then ignored completely, his earpiece tucked away in his pocket, and he's off to the Sunlight room for the next few hours. And then a few hours more.]